Beautiful

Why do you torture me so much? You tell me you love me but you wont have anything to do with me. I wish I had never met you.

Mother

I see you there sitting on your time, as if all is great a good with the world.

I remember the long procession of lies, more every day.

I wonder if I will ever be free of this torment, if I will gain what should have been mine

I see the rest of the world through a hate stained glass because of you, now I see through you

I search for a better way to live because of you, I search for ways not to be you.

I have forsaken you and by you forsaken I am, though it doesn't matter so much anymore

I cried so much when my grandmother died, but will I really cry so much when you go?

I don't hate you for what you've done, but I'm not sure I love you either.

I remember somewhere in my fractal clouded mind, each and every lie you ever told.

I remember the truth revealed one lost day, a lie so heinous I knew it could not be true.

I cannot say you were a bad mother, you did after all provide all that I needed.

I can say that it is my loss, that I have never known my own mother.

I say "Who could have known her, past all the lies?".

I believe somewhere in your segmented mind you know the sorrow of what you have done.

I forgive you, but I cannot forget.

I cannot reconcile the the loss of so much life because of you.

I speak not of lives of people, but of the life I was denied.

I had no grandmother for eight years because of your sickness, and when I found her there was so little precious time left.

I suffered in school because of your belligerence, and derangement.

I am alone still because I strive to heal the hateful wounds you inflicted, though you never struck a blow.

I commit myself to hell if that is what it means to turn my back on you, because in the end.

I was as much at fault as you were, because I would not believe my mother could be so ill and hurt so many, so much.

I have forgiven, but I cannot forget.

Your gift to me, SILENCE.

I learned to be silent in the face of your rantings and hateful ravings.

I now, and forever, give you that same silence because I cannot reconcile what you tried to do at the last.

I.... AM....... FREE.

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20 Ways to maintain a healthy level of insanity

1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point Hair
Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with
That.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In."

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone Has Gotten Over
Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch To Espresso.

6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Sexual
Favors"

7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."

8. Don't use any punctuation

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Ask People What Sex They Are. Laugh Hysterically After They Answer.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."

12. Sing Along At The Opera.

13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme

14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play Tropical Sounds All
Day.

15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party
Because You're Not In The Mood.

16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Hard.

17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"

18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking Lot, Yelling
"Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"

19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To
Have To Let One Of You Go."

And The Final Way To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity.......

20. Send This E-mail To Someone To Make Them Smile..Its Called Therapy...

The Gay Agenda

"I know that many of you have heard Pat Robertson, Jerry Fallwell and others speak of the "Homosexual Agenda," but no one has ever seen a copy of it.
Well, I have finally obtained a copy directly from the Head Homosexual.
It follows below:

6:00 am - Gym

8:00 am - Breakfast (oatmeal and egg whites)

9:00 am - Hair appointment

10:00 am - Shopping

12:00 pm - Brunch

2:00 pm - 1) Assume complete control of the U.S. Federal, State and Local Governments as well as all other national governments;

2) Recruit all straight youngsters to our debauched lifestyle;

3) Destroy all healthy heterosexual marriages;

4) Replace all school counselors in grades K-12 with agents of Colombian and Jamaican drug cartels;

5) Establish planetary chain of homo breeding gulags where over-medicated imprisoned straight women are turned into artificially impregnated baby factories to produce prepubescent love slaves for our devotedly pederastic gay leadership;

6) bulldoze all houses of worship;

and

7) Secure total control of the INTERNET and all
mass media for the exclusive use of child pornographers.

2:30 pm - Get forty winks of beauty rest to prevent facial wrinkles from stress of world conquest

4:00 pm - Cocktails

6:00 pm - Light Dinner (soup, salad, with Chardonnay)

8:00 pm - Theater

11:00 pm - Bed (du jour) "

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